Ruminations on losing your creativity
It just hit me, why I’m really anxious. I haven’t written any fic in a while. I’ve not done anything creative in the last month. My acoustic is woefully out of tune, my art supplies are buried in the living room closet under a bunch of crap. Sketchbooks are MIA.
I’ve got tab open with Not Your Princess open but trying to fix the text box sprawl is overwhelming me. IDK if I wanna redo entirely. Realizing that @sammusmusic lyrics “I’m an artist this art is my carthasis” from Time Crisis is spot on to why I’m so antsy.
I think all the @INeedDivGms stuff has been slowly, no rapidly taking all my time & energy so there’s little left for creativity & fun. There’s no real time to slow down for me in the near future either. It’s less than a week till I’m in Seattle, then 2 weeks till GaymerX. D:
IDK if I’ll have downtime away from the convention, but maybe I can get some ref shots of things and try to draw or something. So yeah, had that random ass revelation while sipping iced coffee and pondering life. Go me?
Stages of what I am going through via Sims 4.
First, I’m super inspired to do ALL THE THINGS that need doing, but have no energy for creativity.
Then I’m focused as can be cause hey who else will get this stuff done right?
Then when I realized I wasn’t getting anything creative done…well
